I finally brokedown last friday...
Details for those who know will know the reason and for those who dun...you might want to just stop reading here...
I had enough...being too good someitmes really hurt...
and the one getting hurt is not any other one...but myself...
i always thought if u treat someone nice...that person will do the same to you...but appraently this does not really happen in my case...
all i wish for is not to experience any sort of this thing ever again...once is enough...